Thursday, December 16, 2010

who would've known how bittersweet this would taste?

I heard that you're settled down, that you found a girl & you're married now. I heard that your dreams came true, guess she gave you things I didn't give to you. Old friend, why are you so shy? Ain't like you to hold back or hide from the lie. I hate to turn up out of the blue, uninvited, but I couldn't stay away. I couldn't fight it. I hoped you'd see my face & that you'd be reminded that for me, it isn't over. Never mind I'll find someone like you. I wish nothing but the best for you too. Don't forget me, I beg. I remember you said, "sometimes it lasts in love but sometimes it hurts instead." Sometimes it lasts in love but sometimes it hurts instead. You'd know how the time flies, Only yesterday was the time of our lives. We were born and raised in a summery haze Bound by the surprise of our glory days. Nothing compares, no worries or cares. Regrets & mistakes, they're memories made. Who would've known how bittersweet this would taste? Never mind, I'll find someone like you. I wish nothing but the best for you too. Don't forget me, I beg. I remember you said, "Sometimes it lasts in love but sometimes it hurts instead." Sometimes it lasts in love but sometimes it hurts instead.

Tuesday, December 14, 2010

& i still wake up every morning wishing you were right beside me...

The stars lean down to kiss you & I lie awake & miss you Pour me a heavy dose of atmosphere 'cause I'll doze off safe & soundly but I'll miss your arms around me I'd send a postcard to you dear 'cause I wish you were here...

Saturday, December 11, 2010

exhausted...

mentally, physically, & emotionally blah. one performance down, four more to go..+1029384939283 rehearsals in between oh winter break, i need you...bad

Friday, December 10, 2010

bad dreams, bad dreams go away!!!

*sigh*

all i know is that you're so nice, you're the nicest thing i've seen...

i wish i was your favourite girl...
i wish my smile was your favorite kind of smile...
i wish you couldn't figure me out, but you'd always wanna know what i was about.
i wish you'd hold my hand when i was upset.
i wish you'd never forget the look on my face when we first met.
basically, i wish that you love me. i wish that you needed me...
i wish that without me your heart would break.
i wish that without me you'd be spending the rest of your nights awake.
i wish that without me you couldn't eat.
i wish i was the last thing on your mind before you went to sleep.