Damnit, i was doing so well!

*SIGH* i can't blame anyone else but myself...this is my own doing. what have i done?! CRAP...yo no se que hacer! i had plans..now it's all ruined. i am so screwed, BIG TIME!

November already?!?!

GEEZ...... it's going to be a crazy first week of november.. not feeling the halloween spirit anymore, i'm getting old on top of that, i've been getting constant headaches..ugh i hope i don't get sick..i hate this weather!! anyway..... i'm trying to get back to KMAB my dad is coming to visit this weekend!! i've got an audition on the 8th and DMA workshop on the 9th in Williamsburg. i need to come up with some money for december NYC trip! i need to take my math placement test before going to boston for thanksgiving. what else..what else?? damn, i need to get on it! off to finish spanish homework!

living the dream...

went to NY for columbus day weekend... it was awesome i saw IN THE HEIGHTS, AMAZING!! lin-manuel is a genius! i loved everything about it and i am officially in love with seth stewart =P luis salgado was wonderful & i praise andy blankenbuehler for his brilliant choreography. karen olivo wow! what an astounding voice. everyone else the whole cast was just perfect! i didn't get to meet them but i very much plan on seeing it again. on another note, i took some classes at New Dance Group & loved it. the teachers were spectacular and now i can go take classes there whenever i'm in the city since i'm a member! i saw my dad and my cousin which was terrific! =D man, seeing IN THE HEIGHTS made me really want to move to NYC and go on broadway. so now, i'm looking at schools to transfer to in manhattan. let's hope everything works out! Los Angeles can wait............for now! haha i've been thinking about writing too. i like to write and i have always written great essays in school. i should take some creative writing classes. i've had ingenious imagination ever since i was little. & i always have these crazy stories that i make up in my head. the problem is i never finish them. so i think i'm gonna work on writing...because hey if my dancing doesn't work out, i can turn to writing. can't believe it's almost november...time flies!

when you don't know what to do, DO NOTHING!

i've been doing nothing the past couple of weeks...but LORD help me I AM BORED OUT OF MY MIND!! yes, i'm doing well in school but i'm sick so haven't gone to the gym i'm broke..haven't been going to dance classes this sucks!! i hope i get an audition soon...please please i need a job!!

the ultimate goal...

to learn and speak spanish fluently by MAY 2009!! no joke. this shouldn't be hard...i have hispanic best friends, i watch spanish soap operas, listen to spanish music, work for PRIMO, & go to spanish events. C'mon!! i can do it!! SI SE PUEDE!! all it takes is hard work and practice!! cuz summer..oh yes, FRENCH!! then when i transfer i'll take a year of it and hopefully be fluent maybe minor in it? is there such a thing as double minor?? LOL scratch that i'm not gonna minor in it when i'm gonna be a double major after i conquer those two languages...it'll be italian then farsi exciting!! then maybe i can finally learn how to cook..LOL!