you will betray me baby, & i will be true...

"Forget regret or life is yours to miss."

-RENT

We push ourselves so we can have a better tomorrow.

Why can't we push to have a better today?

We work so hard so that we will appreciate life in the future.

Why can't we appreciate what we have right now, today?

We worry bout dying and forever being forgotten.

Why can't we focus on living in the present & being remembered

in the heart of a single individual by making

a difference in their life, today?

YOU CAN HAVE ANYTHING YOU WANT.....IF YOU FIGHT FOR IT.

Life is short so kiss slowly, laugh insanely, love truly, & forgive quickly.

Finish what you started.

Everyone always expects a true friend by their side

when they don't take the time to be one to someone else.

I don't wish to be everything to everyone,

but I would like to be something to someone

Relationships only fail if you don't try. You need patience.

People just want an automatic love story, but it doesn't happen that way.

You have to put in effort. Pull your end of the rope,

and if you truly love that person,

you'll go out of your way to make it work.

i am terrified to love for the first time

it's the things that you don't see coming that

hit you the hardest & keep you down the longest.

I've been hurt too many times, stressed out enough, confused at times,

& sometimes I just don't know what to do.

But what bothers me the most is I can't seem to let go.

if you want something you've never had,

you have to do something you've never done.

Sometimes you meet someone

& before you know their name,

before you know where they're from,

you know that sometime in the future,

this person is going to mean something to you.

God doesn't give you the people you want, He gives you the people you need.

To help you, to hurt you, to leave you, to love you,

and to make you into the person you were meant to be.

& if you really need him, fate won't let you lose him.

fate will bring him back, it may not be soon, but he'll come back.

"I'm scared as hell to want you, but here I am,

wanting you anyway.

And fear means I have something to lose, right?

And I don't want to lose you." -Grey's Anatomy

I don't care how far away you are from me,

or how long it's been since we've talked.

I don't care how mad I got at you,

or how mad you've been at me.

You're still what matters most to me,

& I'm never going to give that up.

Be with someone who knows what they have when they have you.

when you got nothing, you got nothing to lose.

when someone from your past returns, it just means he

has never gotten over you when he left.

it means you were the one that always crossed

his mind when he was with her.

it means he still believes in both of you.

But when you take him back,

you realize you feel the same way.

You can't love anyone that way more than once in your lifetime.

Funny how time changes, but feelings don't.

It's probably the wrong time to tell you. But, well, maybe it's the perfect time.

I realize how incredibly confusing things are between us right now.

I can't even explain our relationship.

You probably cant either.

But I just want you to know that if you ever need me,

I'll always be here for you.

All you have to do is ask.

Fantastic Birthday 01.31.2011

SURPRISE!!!!

Make a wish!

with my main little man! <3

my girls!!! love you ladies =)

with my llama & my #2!

C.R.E.A.M. TEAM!

GB & BB

BFFs

THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR THIS NIGHT!

I couldn't have asked for a better birthday

to share with loved ones.

however far away...

Over-thinking ruins you.

Ruins the situation, ruins the moment, twists things around, makes you worry,

& generally makes everything much worse than it actually is.

when i actually start to matter to you....let me know.

It's there, I know it is.

Because when I look at you, I can feel it.

I fell in love with you knowing there was never a

possibility of being with you.

I know you're lonely. I think you need someone to want you.

I do want you. So be brave and want me back.

Don't blame me for walking away,

when I never heard you begging me to stay.

OOH NA NA, WHAT'S MY NAME?!

I believe that imagination is stronger than knowledge.

That myth is more potent than history.

That dreams are more powerful than facts.

That hope always triumphs experience.

That laughter is the only cure for grief.

& I believe that love is stronger than death.

If you love someone, you'd be willing to give up everything for them,

but if they loved you back, they'd never ask you to.

Never expect, never assume, never ask, & never demand.

If things are meant to be, it will happen.