it's tough when someone special ignores you.
it's even tougher to pretend that you don't mind.
if you don't understand my silence, then you won't understand my words.
the higher you build walls around your heart,
the harder you fall when someone tears them down. Don't fucking put me second when I always put you first.
until you have to let it go.
i wish i could go back to when i met you, & walk away...
Has fights. Has trust. Has faith. Has tears. Has hurt. Has sweet smiles.
Has genuine laughter. Has snorts because of the laughter.
Has weird, stupid, unnecessary arguments.
Has patience. Has communication. Has secrets. Has jealousy.
And most importantly, love.
This is all just a mess that turns out beautiful
& an experience that can never be forgotten.
I choose to love you in silence, for in silence I found no rejection.
it's about how well you understand why you're waiting.
I'm not going anywhere. This is it for me. You're it for me,
& I can't pretend to feel any less than I do. I'm sorry, I just can't.
Just because you love someone so much,
doesn't mean they are the right one for you.
for they left the only person who would never give up on them.
Even if it means waiting.
You're not losing sleep over it, so why should I?
the next day; at the bottom of the ocean.
that you love someone, & you run out of reasons to
fight for what you feel.
but because I finally realized that I am going to be alright without him.
The past can hurt. So either run from it or learn from it.
Hanging on when your heart has had enough
& giving more when you feel like giving up.
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