so DONE!!!!!

lesson learned......

moving on now & looking forward!

ignorance is your new best friend

At the end of the day,

you can either focus on what's tearing you apart,

or what's holding you together.

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I want it to hurt like hell when you see me.

I want you to feel what you put me through.

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Laugh when you can,

apologize when you should,

& let go of what you can't change.

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Nobody forgets what happens.

The secret is learning to live with it.

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Sometimes you just cant tell

someone how you feel.

Not because you don't trust them,

and you think they'll think you're weird,

but because you can never really find

the right words to make them understand.

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There is no elevator to success;

you have to take the stairs.

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Moving on is simple;

it's what you leave behind

that makes it so difficult.

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I've learned that it takes years to

build up trust and it only takes suspicion,

not proof, to destroy it.

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you may not end up where you thought

that you'd be, but you'll end up where you

were always meant to be.

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sometimes you just gotta figure,

if he doesn't care,

you're missing out on someone that does

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he's just a lesson you needed to learn.

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I've began to realize everyone has become

the person they swore they'd never be.

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There's no past tense in love ;

you do, you don't, or you never did.

can't wait til this is over...

Can't change your depression. As you realize that you're helpless. Do you mind if I suggest you let it burn? Take it from a broken hearted scholar. Who would've bet my bottom dollar we would work. But I considered lesson learned.

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music is the only thing that's keeping me sane these days

should've known better when you came around, that you were gonna make me cry

& now you want somebody to cure the lonely nights... you wish you had somebody that could come & make it right.. but i ain't somebody, i'm out of sympathy... see, see...

got my heart set on anywhere but here...

i'm staring down myself, counting up the years... busy busy week ahead!!! i can do this...

mixed emotions

i wish i can look at you and not feel anything....

someone make it stop...

can someone make it stop hurting?? someone make the pain go away....=(

getting played...

i feel like i'm getting played for a fool.....

i'm not happy...

& i haven't been for a while now, and i don't know why =/

New Year

Been a while I'm turning 21 tomorrow & not looking forward to it. New goals this year, let's hope I can accomplish all of them again =)