Sunday, January 30, 2011

please don't be in love with someone else. please don't have somebody waiting on you.

we are who we CHOOSE to be.
you never stop loving someone.
you either never did or you always will.
never lie to someone who trusts you.
never trust someone who lies to you.

Saturday, January 29, 2011

Give up, Give in, or Give it your all

Even if you have a million little reasons to leave,
always remember the one big reason for you to stay.
If you love someone, give them the option to leave
but never give them a reason to.
So I'm going out there. & I'm going to do the best I can. People are going to get in my way. Things are going to bring me down.
But I'm going to keep going. I'm going to reach as far as I can,
for every thing I've ever wanted. & I'm not giving up.
Because that's what you do when your dreams are more important
than your fears. You go out there and ignore the odds.
You focus on one thing -- that your dreams come true.
Learn to value yourself, which means: fight for your happiness.

Friday, January 28, 2011

oh pretty baby...

There is a big difference between what we long for,
what we settle for, & what we are meant for.
I've built a wall around my heart & I'm never going to let it fall apart.
People say you don't know what you got til it's gone.
Truth is, you knew what you had,
you just never thought you'd lose it.
because the things you're scared of are usually the ones worthwhile.
A lot of people are afraid to say what they want.
That's why they don't get what they want.

Monday, January 24, 2011

with all due respect, i respect you enough to expect..effort is all i ask

i know there's something between us,
whatever that something is,
i know it's there & i know he knows too.
i'm an easy girl to love, but the hardest girl to keep on loving.
it's not easy, is it? fighting for something you could have had,
& wondering maybe it's already too late.
truth only means something when it's hard to admit.
we should all start to live before we get too old.
fear is stupid. so are regrets.
it's easy to believe someone when it's exactly what you want to hear. it's hard to keep friendship these days, i guess people think it's okay to leave when you need them the most. i don't want to be number one. being number one means there is a two and three. i want to be the only one.

Saturday, January 22, 2011

it's always 3am somewhere...

"If ever there is tomorrow when we're not together,
there is something you should always remember.
You are braver than you believe,
stronger than you seem,
& smarter than you think. But the most important thing is,
even if we're apart,
I will always be with you."

Friday, January 21, 2011

on top of the world it's beautiful, but there's no place to fall

fuck this sickness....

i'm over staying in bed all week, please please i wanna get better before my birthday.
don't want another repeat of last year =(

Monday, January 17, 2011

we could've had it all....

you had my heart inside your hand,
& you played it to the beat
i'm impossible to forget
but i'm hard to remember
things don't get lost if they don't have value
you don't miss what you don't care about
i will miss your lips....and everything attached to them.
if someone wants to be a part of your life, they'll be there
so don't bother saving a spot for someone
who won't make an effort to stay.
if i knew in the beginning how much you would end up meaning to me
& how much i would miss being with you,
i don't know if i would have ever wanted it to start.
you're always trying to break up with me & we're not even together Even though we weren't in love, i miss that boy more than anyone will ever understand.
i cared too much, a lil too much, & that's where i made a mistake
This is for everyone out there who is still waiting,
waiting for the one they love to come back. This is for everyone who had their heart broken
by someone who promised them they never would.
This is for everyone who's been screwed over.
This is for everyone who fought for someone who didn't care.
This is for someone who gave their all
to someone who walked away.
This is for everyone who's 11:11 wish is always
the same thing, for that one person to come back.
This is for everyone who cries themselves to sleep at night.
This is for everyone who is depressed for losing the one they love.
This is for everyone who still cries during that one song.
This is for everyone who should've given up already but hasn't.
This is for everyone who still has that spark of hope
that the one they love will come back.
This is for everyone who's biggest fear was
to get their heart broken, & it happened
way worst than they could have ever imagined.
This is for everyone who prays to God to make the pain go away.
This is for everyone who never thought their life would end up like this.
This is for everyone who fakes a smile everyday.
This is for everyone who wears long sleeves & make-up
to hide their pain.
This is for everyone who loves someone
they know they shouldn't.
This is for everyone who cares when
they know they shouldn't give a fuck.
This is for the heartbroken.
This is for you.
at least i expected the disappointment right? i mean, i can't say i was surprised you hurt me once again.
but i can't say it hurt any less either.
i wish you could feel how much pain you put me through,
even just for a second. i don't want to hurt you.
i just want you to know how much you hurt me, everyday.
You have five minutes to wallow in delicious misery.
Enjoy it, embrace it, discard....and proceed.
We are intrepid. We carry on