Thursday, December 30, 2010

Tuesday, December 28, 2010

que eres asi...

Last week was FUN, repeat again this week?
YES, LET'S!
HAPPY HOUR TOMORROW! :)

Sunday, December 26, 2010

what kind of heart doesn't look back?

You know what I think we are most afraid of? Not knowing.
Not knowing whether it's all really worth it,
not knowing if you should give up or keep fighting,
not knowing why you do the things you do;
not knowing the purpose.
It's like when you're little and you touch the stove
and get burned because you didn't really know that it was hot.
Not knowing has always hurt us,
from the very beginning.
Everything will be okay. Think about what happened a year ago today.
You probably can't even remember. Everything that seems
important now won't be anymore. Things find a way of working
themselves out. Things aren't as impossible as they seem.
Don't think about how broken your heart is right now,
don't think about how things won't work and how
hard everything seems to always be.
You have two moving feet and a heart that beats.
Use your feet and go find someone or something to make you heart happy.
Everything is going to work out.
Whatever happens is what is supposed to happen.
Maybe it won't always work out,
I can't promise you that it will.
But there is no reason to believe that you won't be okay.
There is no reason to believe everything won't work out.
You know what hurts the most? The seconds in the morning when you've just woken up,
and for those mere precious seconds, you've forgotten the reasons you're unhappy;
the reasons you're so broken. And then it hits you again,
like a stab to the heart, and you remember all the reasons
you didn't want to wake up. Yeah, that hurts.
I never knew how bad it hurt to lose something I never really had.
If nothing else, one day you can look someone
straight in the eyes and say, "But I lived through it,
& it made me who I am today."
I believe good things happen everyday.
I believe good things happen even when bad things happen.
And I believe, on a happy day like today,
we can still feel a little sad.
That's life, isn't it?
People complain that life's unfair.
I know it's true,
but i'm actually trying to grasp the concept that life really isn't fair.
Honestly, it's too fair.
We should be grateful we're not dealt the life we truly deserve.
We don't even know fair. We haven't even experienced it.
People just always want things better than what they have at the time
and they will keep saying it's not fair until they get it.
But if you're always wanting more,
then your "fair" will never come.
Have you ever thought that if one thing hadn't happen,
a whole set of things never would have either?
Like dominoes in time, a single event kicked off
an unstoppable series of changes that
gained momentum and spun out of control,
and nothing was ever the same again.
Don't ever doubt that a mere second
can change your life forever.
I want to appreciate the times when moments are made into memories.
I want to embrace them, cherish them, and never forget that they come
so few and far between. I know that wherever life takes me,
these moments will always follow.
They remind me of what's truly important.
It's not just life, but living.
It's the journey, the destination, and all the points I see between.
Breathe in deep and all at once you'll realize sometimes
the most important things in life tend to be right
in front of you. If you can hear me right now,
if you're listening, if you're out there,
wherever you are,
I miss you, I love you...and well, this is
just my way of getting through.
I miss you a little, I guess you could say,
a little too much, a little too often, and a lot more each day.
And when I see you smile, and I know that it's not for me,
that's when I miss you the most.
Sometimes to keep growing together, you have to grow apart.
If you're lucky, you can get a second chance with the one you love.
Sometimes luck isn't enough.
Love can kill you...it can tear you apart.
But it can also bring you back together.
it made me wonder how many times we forgive,
just because we don't want to lose someone,
even if they don't deserve our forgiveness.
Sometimes doing the right thing is the most difficult.
Life is too short to wake up in the morning with regrets.
So, love the people who treat you right & forget about the ones who don't.
And believe that everything happens for a reason.
If you get a chance, take it.
If it changes your life, let it.
Nobody said that it would be easy, they just promised that it would be worth it.
Love the heart that hurts you but never hurt the heart that loves you.
You might never know that the one you've hurt is the one who could love you even more.
You have to let go when you feel you're hurting too much.
You have to give up when love isn't enough.
You have to move on when things aren't like before.
Because there's someone out there who will love you even more.
It hurts to be left alone by someone you love.
It hurts to love someone who can't love you back.
But what hurts the most, is to end a relationship
that wasn't even destined to start.
when you lose someone, someone you love.
when they break your heart.
it's the hardest thing you could ever go through.
& no matter how much time has passed,
it never really goes away.
you may think you're getting better,
but then you get a flashback,
or hear a song that reminds you of a memory,
& it hits you all over again, all at once,
like a stab in the chest. you fall apart,
for the hundredth time.
and you feel like you want to crawl under a rock
& never come out.
you love this person with all of your heart,
even though you know you shouldn't.
they hurt you worse than you've ever been hurt.
they stole your happiness.
and yet, you still want them, and only them.
other people come along and give you chances to move on,
but you know you don't want to.
and it upsets you that you might be moving on,
because you promised you never would.
and even if they broke all their promises, you want to keep yours.
on top of that, you're terrified.
terrified of getting hurt again.
but it's not like it matters anyway,
at the end of the day you're still thinking about that person
who has left you completely broken.
you don't want to miss them anymore.
you don't want to love them anymore,
but you know you always will.
Sometimes we tend to be in despair when the person we love leaves us.
But the truth is, it's not our loss,
but theirs, for they left the only person who wouldn't give up on them.
hang in there loves, it gets better...