my list

just stuff that i really want: spiderman box set pirates of the carribean: at world's end DVD across the universe DVD I AM LEGEND DVD P.S. I LOVE YOU DVD Sweeney Todd DVD BOOKS: South Beach Chicas Catch their Men by Caridad Pinero Divas Don't Yield by Sofia Quintero Winter Season by Toni Bentley Dancing on Thorns by Rebecca Horsfall White Swan, Black Swan by Adrienne Sharp Tales of a Wannabe Cosmopolitan by Ellie Madison Dead by Sunset by Ann Rule

every night you cry yourself to sleep thinking why does this happen to me? why does every moment have to be so hard?

so as excited as i was for the new year....it started off pretty bad got in a bad fight with mi mamita so i was pretty much cranky from the beginning and now i'm fucking sick...AGAIN would've gone to the hospital if my fever didn't go down..grr so new year's resolution: we all know that i work way too much, don't sleep, and pretty much don't eat right, the #1 goal is to start taking better care of myself #2 is to shed pounds #3 learn spanish and french fluently #4 learn how to play the piano..then guitar #5 learn ballroom #6 do well in school #7 travel as much as i can #8 get into AU

christmas is over...finally!

i hate christmas......thank God it's overrrr!! i can't wait til the new year....=D i have so much stuff that i want to accomplish and i feel like this is THE year. 4 more days....

i just want to stop thinking...

i think way too much...to the point i can't even sleep or finish the stuff i'm suppose to do 10 more days til the year ends...i can't wait.. time for a fresh start

& i don't know..how to be fine when i'm not cuz i don't know how to make a feeling stop

=D feels like everything is just falling into place! i came home truly happy today...signed up for the gym..*woot* i've got so much coming up and i can't wait. i'm sooo excited! i seriously can't wait til this year is over!! let's just hope i get thru these 2 weeks quick for school to be over!!