mixed emotions

i wish i can look at you and not feel anything....

someone make it stop...

can someone make it stop hurting?? someone make the pain go away....=(

getting played...

i feel like i'm getting played for a fool.....

i'm not happy...

& i haven't been for a while now, and i don't know why =/

New Year

Been a while I'm turning 21 tomorrow & not looking forward to it. New goals this year, let's hope I can accomplish all of them again =)