getting played...

i feel like i'm getting played for a fool.....

i'm not happy...

& i haven't been for a while now, and i don't know why =/

New Year

Been a while I'm turning 21 tomorrow & not looking forward to it. New goals this year, let's hope I can accomplish all of them again =)

Damnit, i was doing so well!

*SIGH* i can't blame anyone else but myself...this is my own doing. what have i done?! CRAP...yo no se que hacer! i had plans..now it's all ruined. i am so screwed, BIG TIME!

November already?!?!

GEEZ...... it's going to be a crazy first week of november.. not feeling the halloween spirit anymore, i'm getting old on top of that, i've been getting constant headaches..ugh i hope i don't get sick..i hate this weather!! anyway..... i'm trying to get back to KMAB my dad is coming to visit this weekend!! i've got an audition on the 8th and DMA workshop on the 9th in Williamsburg. i need to come up with some money for december NYC trip! i need to take my math placement test before going to boston for thanksgiving. what else..what else?? damn, i need to get on it! off to finish spanish homework!