we could've had it all....

you had my heart inside your hand,

& you played it to the beat

i'm impossible to forget

but i'm hard to remember

things don't get lost if they don't have value

you don't miss what you don't care about

i will miss your lips....and everything attached to them.

if someone wants to be a part of your life, they'll be there

so don't bother saving a spot for someone

who won't make an effort to stay.

if i knew in the beginning how much you would end up meaning to me

& how much i would miss being with you,

i don't know if i would have ever wanted it to start.

you're always trying to break up with me & we're not even together Even though we weren't in love, i miss that boy more than anyone will ever understand.

i cared too much, a lil too much, & that's where i made a mistake

This is for everyone out there who is still waiting,

waiting for the one they love to come back. This is for everyone who had their heart broken

by someone who promised them they never would.

This is for everyone who's been screwed over.

This is for everyone who fought for someone who didn't care.

This is for someone who gave their all

to someone who walked away.

This is for everyone who's 11:11 wish is always

the same thing, for that one person to come back.

This is for everyone who cries themselves to sleep at night.

This is for everyone who is depressed for losing the one they love.

This is for everyone who still cries during that one song.

This is for everyone who should've given up already but hasn't.

This is for everyone who still has that spark of hope

that the one they love will come back.

This is for everyone who's biggest fear was

to get their heart broken, & it happened

way worst than they could have ever imagined.

This is for everyone who prays to God to make the pain go away.

This is for everyone who never thought their life would end up like this.

This is for everyone who fakes a smile everyday.

This is for everyone who wears long sleeves & make-up

to hide their pain.

This is for everyone who loves someone

they know they shouldn't.

This is for everyone who cares when

they know they shouldn't give a fuck.

This is for the heartbroken.

This is for you.

at least i expected the disappointment right? i mean, i can't say i was surprised you hurt me once again.

but i can't say it hurt any less either.

i wish you could feel how much pain you put me through,

even just for a second. i don't want to hurt you.

i just want you to know how much you hurt me, everyday.

You have five minutes to wallow in delicious misery.

Enjoy it, embrace it, discard....and proceed.

We are intrepid. We carry on